[Currently listening to Dynamic Duo - Baaam]


Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Waborakatuh,

Hi everyone. How things going on? Mine is alright. Still trying to find a stable job. Not whining, maybe a bit without I realise. InsyaAllah will hold one soon. Pray for me, ok? Life ain't bad so far, well it's kinda 50-50 though. Ups and downs. I'm sure you had it before. But I can deal with it. I gotta admit, sometimes it's so unbearable. I let it out few times already coz my stress level reached its peak those times and "they" kind of hit the button. My fault as I've kept stressful things to myself which I should've let them out before they get piled up.

Anyhow, just sharing  a story about the girl I used to go out with. I'm no longer dating her or going out with her. I don't know. Maybe my fault of not contacting her or she's seeing someone else better ( I don't really want to assume things though). I don't blame her though if she already has someone else and matter of fact, I'm really happy for her and at the same time I feel sorry coz I couldn't be a better person that can match her expectation. I don't want to sound very "kesian" here but yepp, I believe Allah has a better plan for us. Since I haven't hold a stable work at the moment, so this is better for me.

Talking about job, I had a temporary job, well I'm doing it at the moment, as a Research Assistant. "Jaditah asal ada kraja" typical Bruneian quote. haha I did went for interviews (4 or 5 so far), still waiting for the recent one. Hopefully, this time I'm going to make it. Make Dua' for me, alright? It's kinda stressful, sometimes, when you have the thoughts that you're not meeting the expectation of your family yet. I'm used to it and you could say that I'm immune to it now. Only thing that make me not to feel stress out about is getting close to Allah. Did missed prayers lots but I found out, the more close you are submitting yourself to Allah, the more calmer you are, InsyaAllah.

I guess it's all for now. Sorry for the delay in updating this blog. InsyaAllah will going to write something soon. Salaam~


Yours Truly,
Zudin Roslan

Labels: job, lack of update, love life, my life story, random, work